"I’m like that. Either I forget right away or I never forget."
fool of all fool
i cant believe I fell for something so ah!
how can i be so naivee!
im so freakin frustrated! i dont understand
was that crazy desperate? I told myself he doesnt want to be anything more than friends.
FRIENDZONE THAT DUDE ASAP!
and i just couldnt do it! making me laugh just one of my weakness..plus! he was AH TOO FREAKIN GOOD TO BE TRUE
im so stupid. I KNEW IT! JUST HAD IT IN SOMEWHERE MY GUT WAS TELLING ME GET URSELF TOGETHER
OR U R GOING TO END UP LIKE ANNA FROM FROZEN
i knew..it damn it.
UGH IDK HOW TO GET OVER THIS STUPID FALL. ITS HARD TO STAND UP RIGHT NOW.
at least.. i am kneeling which progress from just laying on the floor from the hard fall. I TRIPPED TOO HARD!
I knew i was tripping over something that was UGH F THIS!
he did nothing wrong? NO HE MUST BUT I CANT FIGURE OUT WAT!!
HE didnt… lie, he didnt do anything bad? maybe the fact that it was kinda mutual but then THE ULTIMATE TYPICAL TWIST HAPPEN!
duh of course duh! he wasnt looking for wat i wanted. wat is it with me?
why? wat the heck did u not like about me? wat gave off the vibe that I just want wat u want? huh?
THIS IS THE SECOND TIME NOW!
the most ironic one thing i realizes is that they r both Aquarius.. which is one most compatible with me. like really?
idk what is worst being friendzone or a dude that just want a fling with u?
so wat is my problem? i dont know.. im sure now its not my body that is problem or is it? the prob is that im working to get a good body but no.. one want the whole package? my soul and my body? but just my body? IM NOT EVEN THAT GREAT LOOKING!
so that is wat i dont understand! we clicked so well!! ugh. oh well. i should be studying. i need to forget this. i can tripped but I AM NOT ALLOW TO FALL!